I’m staying up all night to play kendama. Since Seattle, I’ve definitely put in some hours to step up my flow and style but I still feel like I’m not good enough. After seeing all the talent at Battle in Seattle, I felt so weak. Of course, it’s not about who is better or the best but personally I still feel like a noob. “it’s just about having fun while you play.” trust me I understand that but I also want to challenge myself. We are leaving for San Diego this Friday for the Kendama SD’s Anniversary. Not only that but we are even thinking about attending MKO (Minnesota Kendama Open) November 1st. If we do decide that we are going to attend, it’ll be another addition to my Dama-travels. That is, IF we can make it. Other than that, it’s time to blast some music and get into that kendama vibe.
"No, fuck you. I was worth it."
i fucking hate how i get attached so easily like i don’t understand. i meet someone new, find interest and BAM it’s like i can’t stop thinking about it. this needs to fucking stop
(Source: disowns, via aitoitami)